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Ever since I was a kid I had Health problems I been to every Doctor imaginable I had everything checked out even spent a week in children hospital when I was 14. my health problems are apparently more complex then it sounds. I thought it would been simpler then it sounds. since I was a kid i had really bad dizzy spells it pretty much took my child hood away from me throughout my life they been
getting worse when. sometimes I just be walking and I'll just pass out and not be able to move. I wonder what did I do to deserve this? This curse have taken it toll, no one can understand what I'm going through.
but as I got older i started getting mixed with the wrong crowds and getting into hard drugs, first it started with smoking weed and drinking then later on i started doing the hard stuff
like ecstasy, cocaine, heroine and meth and also i would take my mom prescription pain killers. I would of done anything to make all the pain go away. my life way going downhill fast, i didn't know where i was going to end up
maybe shot or in jail but at the same time i wish some one would just shoot me, i hate living like this
it turned me into a miserable person. like no one want to be around me anymore not even my own family at times and I lost a bunch of my friends. I even thought of committing suicide! I almost lost complete faith in god, I thought to myself maybe he isnt real, but i havent lost complete faith, maybe one day they will find whats wrong with me or it will magically go away.
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